'round in heads and meadows

How would it be
to sit near you,
always?

smell you in the night,
and by that,
wanting to love
you
eyes closed
open

while wind
blows through my
vanes
it does

i could get used
to see you
naked, wet
and laughing
under water

i would love to
have a smoke

standing near
the window
chasing dreams
and you

expanding
smoke and fire

and how
could i just let you
be and read,

love,
read
what you have done
to me
over these last
two,
forgotten
years

it is
how it is
this
and all
around,
they do
forget how
the thought of
you colors my day

you simply
make me
wander
'round in heads
and meadows,
fields of open wounds,
barley as gold ribbons
tied around my
heart

strings keep it
together,
shining.

even in the dark.