in a frozen
state of mind
i am

freezing,
as you see
and somehow,
in a silent moment,
how i wish
you were here

trains do
come and go
like you
like i like

you
i do
it's about
forgetting,
fading too

and sleep
is what
i need
to do
without you
dear,
then too.

haal mij
op of weg
kan mij
niet
schelen

kan toch
niet
met u
mee
naar zee

some
make me write
like you

and some
do make me
read

it's in beauty
in seeing
scenting
the pieces

i scent
how
you move me
in ways
i cannot name

and
lead me
beyond warmth
beyond what is,
and was

i see
move me,
on
and more
see me

i do
i have
i am.